it never ends [31 Jan 2007|04:33pm] [ mood | gloomy ] well things are still kind of crazy around here i feel like my heads going to just fall off one of these days on a good note my damn cold is almost gone yaaay but on other notes its all just a big blurr..since my dads brother dying its been rather crazy and it seems like it happend days ago but really its only been like three days i think just cuz the weekend i pretty much didnt sleep at all and im all fucked up on my days now Last night i went and saw my grandpa hes doing a lot better he was up joking around but who knows how long that will last its like night and day with him sometimes then i went over lauras to kind of get away for a little to play poker with her aaron and joe its was nice to just have fun get my mind off of things but on the way home i started to break down in the driveway i did thank you so much laura for being my support last night that meant a lot to me i just always feel like an ass when people gotta see my freak outs i dont know makes me feel crazy but i know its was ok to do that but i again thank you sweetheart i love you!!.. i just feel so out of it these days im all messed up i go to work im fine i come home to everything i want to rip my head off it sucks and i dont have any shit to really worry about i dont know how my dads doing with it with everything he has to do now and plus you know? but im out i need sleep and another job...i want to cuddle :( post comment

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